My heart is an ocean
My legs are land lovers
My soul is a storm
My home a shelter
My actions are kind
My mind changeable
The line between console and control is a fine thing
Heard this on a TV show, haven’t heard it for years. I don’t know if its the closest I’ll get to understanding my recent break up from the other perspective. Was this why he was so horrid?
All the songs that I’ve sung here
More often than you know
‘Cause you’re the lull that I’ve countered
More often than I’ve let it show
And I, I wish you would leave me
And I, I wish you would go
And I, I wish you didn’t need me
And I, I wish I didn’t love you so
‘Cause I just can’t go on
So please don’t do me wrong
No, I won’t do you harm
My love for you goes on & on
There’s no one else I want beside you
Give me a cold shoulder to cry upon
You’re never anywhere I find you
You’re never anything I rely upon
And I, I wish you would leave me
And I, I wish you would go
And I, I wish you didn’t need me
And I, I wish I didn’t know
But I just can’t go on
So please don’t do me wrong
No I won’t do you harm
My love for you goes on & on & on & on
No, I just can’t go on
So please don’t do me wrong
No I won’t do you harm
‘Cause my love goes on & on
And on & on
And on & on
And on & on
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Sticks and stones may break my bones
But your actions hurt me more.
Your sticks were words you brandished
The light inside was done for.
Your stones were all the burdens
Put on us through pain inside.
My wounds are already mending
But the scars will never hide.
A childish story of spite
Spun by your pride and ego.
Why it happened I can forgive,
But I’ll never let cruel go.
A lie upon lie, over again
To make me question the real.
Now its over, dead and gone
I can finally heal.
The forest grew with strength and youth,
It stood firm despite the storms that raged,
It waited patiently and slowly spread it’s roots.
The canopy saw centuries of skies pass.
It waited faithfully, a new life meant to be,
Meant to live in this moment and thrive.
But it was over as quick as it had begun,
The waters came and the earth swelled,
The forest took its last breath of freedom.
It’s body buried under the weight of destruction,
Long limbs longed for the air again.
Under the burden of years of more and more soil.
The heat rose as it was pushed further inside,
It’s heart turned as black as coal,
My heart turned as black as coal.
Your words were the destruction reigned,
Your actions were the weight that killed,
That turned my heart to a forgotten fossil.
Some time later the ground was opened,
Someone good saw gold in the black
They began to pick at the edges of the dark.
It wouldn’t be easy, mining deep in the earth,
Coughing the poisonous choking dust.
Lungs black they knew there was something more.
They lit a fire deep within and saw how brightly it burned.
How it was able to fill their world with warmth,
An energy that glowed and built cities.
Inevitably came the smog that threatened to kill,
A self destruction where there was once hope,
Lives lost in deep caverns and pits.
They could see my heart for what it was destined to be,
In the wastelands they dared to plant a new forest,
And life began again, and again, and again.
I remember first hearing this song on the radio in the car. I think it was the Sunday chart show. I’d never heard anything like it before and it blew me away. I must have been 14 or 15. Twenty years later it still has the same effect on me and the lyrics mean more than they ever did!
Walking Wounded
Out amongst the walking wounded, every face on every bus
Is you and me and him and her and nothing can replace the us I knew
Nothing can replace the us I knew
And no, I’m never gonna let you go
And no, I’m never gonna let you go
And now I know I had a choice though you never made it clear to me
I thought you never felt it deeply
Now I’m never gonna let you go
Now I’m never gonna let you go
Cause I could have loved you forever
I could have loved you forever
What do you want from me? Are you trying to punish me?
Punish me for loving you, punish me for giving to you
Punish me for nothing I do, punish me for nothing
You punish me for nothing, for nothing
Out amongst the walking wounded, every face on every bus
Is you and me and him and her and nothing can replace the us I knew
Nothing can replace the us I knew
Now I’m never gonna let you go
Now I’m never gonna let you go
And now I know I had a choice though you never made it clear to me
I thought you never felt it deeply
Now I’m never gonna let you go
Now I’m never gonna let you go
Cause I could have loved you forever
Oh I could have loved you forever
What do you want from me? , Are you trying to punish me?
Punish me for loving you, punish me for giving to you
Punish me for nothing I do, punish me for nothing
You punish me for nothing, for nothing
Out amongst the walking wounded, every face on every bus
Is you and me and him and her and nothing can replace the us I knew
Nothing can replace the us I knew
Out amongst the walking wounded, every face on every train
Is you and me and him and her, some days I think I could go insane
Some days I think I could go insane
So this a few weeks ago I had a craft session with my friend Helen. She came up with the idea of creating our own ‘kindness advent calendars’ instead of buying cheap (or overpriced) supermarket ones. Don’t get me wrong, I love the nostalgia of an advent calendar but this seemed like fun and had more purpose. You can see what we did here.
So on day three I dipped into my lucky dip of tasks and chocolate and drew this:
I thought everyone would expect me to give a cake recipe, and I nearly did but I couldn’t decide on just one as my favourite. So I thought I’d share my bath bomb recipe instead. They make great gifts, so get stuck in and make some of you own using my base recipe as a starter, then add your own flare!
To make ‘Lush’ style bath bombs you’ll need:
I like to get everything out before I start so I’m prepared, just like when baking.
The base recipe:
The method:
I’ve put together an easy to follow YouTube tutorial here.
Or you can follow these steps:
Tips:
So that’s it. I’d love to see some of your creations. What scent combinations would you use? Please ask questions or make suggestions by leaving a comment.
I tried to pretend and put on a face,
Like the tree bought in to decorate.
Cover it in baubles in the fireplace,
I smile at the beauty but know its too late.
I take out my stocking, hand stitched with my name,
Inside it’s full of expectations and pain.
A label in his hand, ‘I Love You’ again,
Its as disappointing as Christmas Day rain.
‘Ho, Ho , Ho’ he wrote on the side,
But the joke is on me, Ha, Ha, Ha.
I sat for a while and cried,
Even the tree mocks me by looking so blah.
I’ve tried so many times to make sense of this,
I’ve put on my decorations and lied too.
Its a dangerous place to reminisce,
This year its not red and gold, but blue.
I hate mince pies and most of the foods,
A gluttony of spending and a panic buy.
Maybe if I spend it’ll improve my moods,
I can smile with the rest and not wonder why.
Wonder why each year I tell myself this lie,
To trust others that hurt me and still do.
With so much deception I sigh,
I still can’t figure out what’s true.