The trouble with walking so far is getting back.
Every gate I open has to be closed in case I set the beasts free.
Every footprint retrod in a different way.
All the effort with none of the anticipation.
A glance to check only my shadow follows.
The world is big and I am small.
The day has turned tail with me.
I’m back to the safe and known,
I’m back to something new and unknown.
I’ve been trying for a while to lose weight. Anyone who takes the dreaded prednisolone will know how hungry you always feel. I tend to eat really healthily 50% of the time then really lapse the other 50%. I’m trying to figure out why this is. I think it’s for these reasons:
- Convenience – often get in a state where I’ve run out of food and eat the nearest thing at hand. This is often junk or convenience food that takes zero energy. So I’ll end up eating an entire packet of biscuits in one sitting. I also get too tired to calorie count and give up on diets.
- Emotional Eating – if I’ve had a bad day I’ll try to cheer myself up with a take out or some chocolate. My excuse is that it’s just today, then the next day I feel ill and treat myself again.
- Late Night Binges – this is the worst part of the day for eating and eating badly. I tell myself I’ve been really good then binge on anything bad I can get my hands on including crisps, chocolate and cheese.
- Inactivity – since the beginning of the fatigue and inflammatory problems I have become more and more inactive. This leads to weight gain and it being more difficult to exercise.
- I’ll start tomorrow – this is a double edged sword. Whilst it’s good to carry on with a diet even if you slip up, slipping every day doesn’t help.
There are ways in which I can challenge these struggles.
- Making meals ahead for the freezer for bad days
- Changing the ratio of good to bad eating to 80% good and 20% treat
- Using apps such as weight watchers and Treat to plan meals and track my intake. I really like the new smart point system as it not only counts calories but encourages you to eat good calories such as fresh and low sugar and salt. Treat is a personalised app for one to one nutritional coaching. I love the fact you post a picture of your food and get advice from this. It also holds you accountable to someone other than yourself!
- Keep my excitement for cooking. I love it and trying new things. I have a Pinterest board with loads of ideas to try out.
- Surrounding myself with better treats and snacks so I don’t break!
- Being more active – I really like that Fitbit now encourages you to move around every hour. Little steps!
- Oh and I’m starting today…
Do you have any tips you could share for weight loss and healthy eating, I’d love to hear about them in the comments…